flux.

My name is Tarana. I'm 5"3, with light brown eyes and pale skin. I have many questions, but unfortunately, I lack answers. You'll often find me staring at the clouds, grinning with a lost air. There is a certain urgency in my thought, frailty in my action. There are many others like me. One would believe after countless nights lost to contemplation, we would come to conclusion of sorts. In time though, we will come to realize that the answers lie somewhere deep within us. Though I envy the sorts who make their decisions quickly, and shove their flags into the ground without a second thought, I feel proud to be confused.
In my confusion, I am able to digress and see beyond what is. I am able to perceive the world and its interesting inhabitants with an unbiased eye. I am a pallet, which can be painted any color I wish it to be. I am a fool who knows nothing, but will always be eager to learn more than those who believe they know it all.  I am in a constant state of flux, pushing harder and harder to find true meaning in life, even if sometimes I feel it is all in vain, that is to say our existence is merely a biological consequence - which perhaps it is.
I am the indecisive, I am the thinker. My "unsure" stance might be mistaken for an immature one, but this is who I am. My truth lies in not the answer, but in looking for it. I am and will always be entranced by the journey, and by those who I feel are worth being in mine.